{"id":8601,"date":"2017-08-19T21:15:13","date_gmt":"2017-08-20T04:15:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sylumclan.com\/sylumblog\/?page_id=8601"},"modified":"2017-08-19T22:09:35","modified_gmt":"2017-08-20T05:09:35","slug":"no-going-back","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.sylumclan.com\/sylumblog\/the-generals-office\/bj-jones\/csi-miami\/no-going-back\/","title":{"rendered":"No Going Back"},"content":{"rendered":"

Title<\/strong>: No Going Back
\nAuthor<\/strong>: Bj Jones
\nRating<\/strong>: FRT
\nSummary<\/strong>: Speed wouldn\u2019t go back<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

Speed stared at his image in the mirror; he had never expected this would happen. He touched the purple bruise on his cheek, and with a deep sigh he stepped back from the sink and left the bathroom. He grabbed his overnight bag from the bed and headed for the front door.<\/p>\n

“Speed…”<\/p>\n

Timothy turned and looked at his boyfriend. “No.”<\/p>\n

“I said I was sorry,” he whispered, voice desperate.<\/p>\n

Speed shook his head. “I know you are.”<\/p>\n

“I’ll make it up to you, I swear. Damn it, Speed, give me a second chance.” He took a step towards his lover, eyes pleading.<\/p>\n

“I promised myself a long time ago, that I wouldn’t do this…” Speed closed his eyes. “I won’t go back to that person I was.”<\/p>\n

“This is me we’re talking about,” he pleaded.<\/p>\n

“No, this is about the kid I was, and the man I am today.” Tim sighed and headed towards the door. “The moment you struck me, what we had was over.”<\/p>\n

“You’re just going to walk out!”<\/p>\n

He looked back at his lover. “I told you the moment we started dating, I wouldn’t tolerate two things; being cheated on and being hit. You laughed and said it would never happen.” Speed gave a humorless laugh. “The bruise says other wise.”<\/p>\n

“I love you.”<\/p>\n

“I love you, too,” Speed whispered as he opened the door. “But I love myself more.” He looked back at his lover. “Goodbye, Eric.” He stepped through the door and didn’t look back.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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